I feel completely useless, completely unproductive and so completely without merit that I can't imagine why anyone would so much as give me the time of day.

OK. Last night I met up with Brenda at the pub and had a great time. Jessica (not, Trish's Jessica, a different one) suddenly appeared with a bunch of her friends. We all sat together and has a lovely time at Þe olde pub. I was very happy to be introduced to a couple of Jessica's friends whom I had noticed before. Friday redeemed itself and ended well.

A small quote from my old boss at BCRI about my prospects at Azure:

I'm also a shareholder, not to mention an insider share holder, in this company - so I care a great deal about its future. BCR is also its main shareholder and sits on the Board. I expect I will provide some technical direction to Azure for some months if not longer.

Technical you'd be a great fit for most, if not all, of the work. And I wouldn't mind working with you again either.