"van-goth" - The internet list for Vancouver Goths. Hundreds of members.
(300?) They run MANY local DJ scenes of alternative music and promote clubs
where I used to attend or perform at when I could. (This is NO LONGER an
option for me as I have been blacklisted) The clique is VERY tight. My
friends and I join anyway to give them a fair chance, as any loving people
would."Kim - the DJ at the Element pub" - My close friends and I escape into the
darkest corner of the Goth world where we can have a few cheap beers and
enjoy the music in peace. My friends and I enjoy private discussions in the
back corner about Reptilians, politics and science-fiction."Michelle von Matzki" - Asking the wrong person for a date. (Why I am
single) The former partner of Kim's, Michelle von Matzki, threatens me
after asking her out on a date. (full details available by request -
previous report - very lengthy)"The dragon crew" - (friends of Michelle and Kim) - Kat, formerly of the old
web cafe where I used to work from, suddenly avoids me after showing me her
collection of bones, Crowley books and sharing her explanation of why she
left the Golden Dawn. (note: Computer spy-ware has recently been discovered
at the old internet cafe - no evidence yet as to WHO put it there, but I
have evidence that my MSN was hacked by the owner's son) "Atratus" [Look! It's me!], the
van-goth Moderator, kicks myself and friends off the van-goth list and
complains that Icke is "crazy" after I mention an article in the local paper
where a guy had his SITE ATTACKED for having an Icke link on his website!
(Shaw Cable - evil censors!). I discover that LEX GOURD is a van-goth
MEMBER as well! She remains silent and behind the scenes for the time
being, but the connection IS there. (name deleted), after dating Kat for a
number of days, gets the inside word on Kat's behavior towards myself and
my friends: "Take my advice - She's dark! Stay away from her!""Dondi Buttgen" - ("former") Child FreeMason who's been arrested for credit
card fraud in the USA while still under age, who now lives in Canada years
later, is associated with Kat. Dondi is room-mates with one of my best
friends. (Unnamed) I have no way to ever completely detach from him
without loosing my other good friend. Dondi is one of the people whom I had
interviewed YEARS previously about some very controversial material. Dondi
likes to cause people lots of personal grief and threatened to make my best
friend cut me out of his life, which happened once. We have always been on
"cautious terms" ever since - which is painful. As I attempt to forgive
Dondi for the THIRD and last time after he plays up to me as a "friend",
("It's all behind me now, Purple."). I help him move TONNES of his computer
gear for over 6-7 HOURS free of charge, yet he could easily afford a
professional mover since he's self employed as a computer technician. My
hand is sore and swoolen from Brucitis yet I continue slowly. After I'm
done, Dondi flips out and says it was all a trick: The "forgiveness", the
"friendship", everything. I blow up and storm out never to return again,
yet we share ONE friend who I am very close to."Kim's OTO lodge threats" - Present day. Guess who is a member of the OTO?
KIM! The member of VAN-GOTH and the ELEMENT pub DJ! He also admits to
being a member of "several OTHER secret lodges" and says that my site is
nothing but a "fantasy" and completely "UNTRUE", then threatens to attack me
if I try to defend myself with legal representation, since "poor people have
no right to a good defense". Ah ha! It's all making sense now. The circle
closes.-- (conclusion) --
Whether I go to a new club, new store, get a new job, make new friends or
move to another location in the city, these SAME NAMES and CONNECTIONS keep
coming up and threatening me with one kind of reaction against me or
another. PERSONAL SLANDER AND CENSORSHIP OF TRUTH AND FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!
Even though they all have their OWN problems and have severe in-fighting,
(I've heard all about that as well) whenever MY NAME comes up these SAME
people stop long enough to focus all their energy on attacking me at every
opportunity out of fear of who I am and what I have to say about freedom
from rigid dark paradigms. I have tried to make peace with them, but no
matter HOW HARD I try, they inform me that they have always hated me and
want me to DIE! Months can pass between events which can FOOL me into
thinking tha they have all just gone away, which is NEVER the case.I don't like to stress about things, but what I tell you is ABSOLUTELY TRUE
to the best of my ability and recollection. I have MANY witnesses to these
events. What really hurts is I have had former friends meet with this team
of public nuisances and become "converted" to turn against me after getting
the "secret details" on my life - IE: MORE PHOBIC LIES! I swear on my
immortal soul that I am NOT making this up. They LOVE to play "feed each
other's paranoia" and "kill Purple as the cause of our suffering". It's
SICK SICK SICK! But I have to LIVE WITH IT! Like it or not. And that's
the WHOLE truth.Imagine going through years of these types of experiences... Just imagine.
Try to not become just a little paranoid.
There is a little part of me that wants point out the errors in this account, on second thought this lunacy isn't worth counterpoint.
Oringinal post: http://mbarrick.livejournal.com/180300.html