You are currently torn between the idea of living alone in the world, free to lead the life that you see fit, and the idea of sharing your life and path with someone else. This question will continue to come up in your life, and will be especially nagging during periods when you are not pursuing a creative activity. Interesting connection, don't you think?
This happens to be exactly what has been going through my mind lately. I haven't painted a single stroke since the move. I have one drawing I have barely started. I keep thinking about all the painting I was doing while I was at the bank. The only creative thing I have going right now is the crap photos I stick up in this journal.
I feel like shit today. I want my funky studio by the railroad tracks back (minus the obnoxious neighbours). I want to go clubbing more. I want to be able to eat in swanky restaurants again. I want to go back to New York and stay there forever.
Oringinal post: http://mbarrick.livejournal.com/227959.html