This is too funny!

"van-goth" - The internet list for Vancouver Goths. Hundreds of members.

(300?) They run MANY local DJ scenes of alternative music and promote clubs

where I used to attend or perform at when I could. (This is NO LONGER an

option for me as I have been blacklisted) The clique is VERY tight. My

friends and I join anyway to give them a fair chance, as any loving people

would.

"Kim - the DJ at the Element pub" - My close friends and I escape into the

darkest corner of the Goth world where we can have a few cheap beers and

enjoy the music in peace. My friends and I enjoy private discussions in the

back corner about Reptilians, politics and science-fiction.

"Michelle von Matzki" - Asking the wrong person for a date. (Why I am

single) The former partner of Kim's, Michelle von Matzki, threatens me

after asking her out on a date. (full details available by request -

previous report - very lengthy)

"The dragon crew" - (friends of Michelle and Kim) - Kat, formerly of the old

web cafe where I used to work from, suddenly avoids me after showing me her

collection of bones, Crowley books and sharing her explanation of why she

left the Golden Dawn. (note: Computer spy-ware has recently been discovered

at the old internet cafe - no evidence yet as to WHO put it there, but I

have evidence that my MSN was hacked by the owner's son) "Atratus" [Look! It's me!], the

van-goth Moderator, kicks myself and friends off the van-goth list and

complains that Icke is "crazy" after I mention an article in the local paper

where a guy had his SITE ATTACKED for having an Icke link on his website!

(Shaw Cable - evil censors!). I discover that LEX GOURD is a van-goth

MEMBER as well! She remains silent and behind the scenes for the time

being, but the connection IS there. (name deleted), after dating Kat for a

number of days, gets the inside word on Kat's behavior towards myself and

my friends: "Take my advice - She's dark! Stay away from her!"

"Dondi Buttgen" - ("former") Child FreeMason who's been arrested for credit

card fraud in the USA while still under age, who now lives in Canada years

later, is associated with Kat. Dondi is room-mates with one of my best

friends. (Unnamed) I have no way to ever completely detach from him

without loosing my other good friend. Dondi is one of the people whom I had

interviewed YEARS previously about some very controversial material. Dondi

likes to cause people lots of personal grief and threatened to make my best

friend cut me out of his life, which happened once. We have always been on

"cautious terms" ever since - which is painful. As I attempt to forgive

Dondi for the THIRD and last time after he plays up to me as a "friend",

("It's all behind me now, Purple."). I help him move TONNES of his computer

gear for over 6-7 HOURS free of charge, yet he could easily afford a

professional mover since he's self employed as a computer technician. My

hand is sore and swoolen from Brucitis yet I continue slowly. After I'm

done, Dondi flips out and says it was all a trick: The "forgiveness", the

"friendship", everything. I blow up and storm out never to return again,

yet we share ONE friend who I am very close to.

"Kim's OTO lodge threats" - Present day. Guess who is a member of the OTO?

KIM! The member of VAN-GOTH and the ELEMENT pub DJ! He also admits to

being a member of "several OTHER secret lodges" and says that my site is

nothing but a "fantasy" and completely "UNTRUE", then threatens to attack me

if I try to defend myself with legal representation, since "poor people have

no right to a good defense". Ah ha! It's all making sense now. The circle

closes.

-- (conclusion) --

Whether I go to a new club, new store, get a new job, make new friends or

move to another location in the city, these SAME NAMES and CONNECTIONS keep

coming up and threatening me with one kind of reaction against me or

another. PERSONAL SLANDER AND CENSORSHIP OF TRUTH AND FREEDOM OF SPEECH!!

Even though they all have their OWN problems and have severe in-fighting,

(I've heard all about that as well) whenever MY NAME comes up these SAME

people stop long enough to focus all their energy on attacking me at every

opportunity out of fear of who I am and what I have to say about freedom

from rigid dark paradigms. I have tried to make peace with them, but no

matter HOW HARD I try, they inform me that they have always hated me and

want me to DIE! Months can pass between events which can FOOL me into

thinking tha they have all just gone away, which is NEVER the case.

I don't like to stress about things, but what I tell you is ABSOLUTELY TRUE

to the best of my ability and recollection. I have MANY witnesses to these

events. What really hurts is I have had former friends meet with this team

of public nuisances and become "converted" to turn against me after getting

the "secret details" on my life - IE: MORE PHOBIC LIES! I swear on my

immortal soul that I am NOT making this up. They LOVE to play "feed each

other's paranoia" and "kill Purple as the cause of our suffering". It's

SICK SICK SICK! But I have to LIVE WITH IT! Like it or not. And that's

the WHOLE truth.

Imagine going through years of these types of experiences... Just imagine.

Try to not become just a little paranoid.

There is a little part of me that wants point out the errors in this account, on second thought this lunacy isn't worth counterpoint.