It's been gestating for years. Lately it has been pushing to the front and becoming more fully formed. This bloody boring bougois ordeal of a job is acting as a sort of catalyst. I know that I won't/can't do this forever. There are things that have bothered me my whole life, things that I've wanted to change and I'm starting to see how I might be able to get the ball rolling. It's a peculiar feeling.
Oringinal post: http://mbarrick.livejournal.com/46996.html